Yep. I thought about the last week and a half for a good thirty seconds, but I really can't report any great stuff.
Oh, except: Tom Hartman came to visit, briefly, and on that occasion we all enjoyed some creme brulee french toast, (yum), and a trek downtown to find the oil painting of Grandpa Payne that hangs in one of the many courthouses.
Beau got strep throat over the weekend and has been honing his "I'm sick, everything is impossible" attitude that makes getting a drink of water for himself a cruel form of torture. It's the third time this year he's had strep. Blech.
Jacob is way into Transformers right now, not outer space or dinosaurs which he was way into two weeks ago. Itellyouwhat, he can draw a pretty mean Decepticon.
Bekah *sigh* my dear girl Bekah. As the sign on Aunt Mary's wall says, "Being a mother is like being pecked to death by chickens." Bekah is a vicious little chicken in this context. She routinely asks me ten questions in five minutes, questions like, "What is sausage made of? Why doesn't lightning make a sound? How big is the tallest evergreen? Why are we not standing sideways if we're on the side of the earth? When are we going to Walmart? What are we doing after lunch? Can I have a cream soda?" I tell you, that girl will make a fine lawyer or deep-cover-spy-interrogator. Sometimes I think she asks questions just to hear herself talk. And fine mother that I am, after eight hours of this I either hide in the bathroom or tell her to give me five minutes, no questions. To this she responds, "When will five minutes be up?" Nails on a chalkboard, my friends. Here she is, so pretty, posing for a picture for her baptism invite.
And me...I am learning lots about myself these days, like that proximity affects how good of a friend I am, other amazing mothers with amazing children make me feel insecure and dumb, scoring a goal in hockey makes me super excited (so much that I lose my balance and fall into the goalie's lap), and that hosting a girls night out is a huge pick-me-up when I feel tired and down. I'm grateful that my husband loves me and I pray that I'm not royally screwing up my children. I wish I were better at teaching them their abc's, how to tell time, how to read, math...but I know what I will really regret later is if I fail to teach them to love Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ, to love each other, to love the scriptures, to love to serve, to know that prayers are answered. That's a big job and sometimes I just expect them to absorb all of that from somewhere instead of proactively teaching them.
On another note, I finished my eagle nebula painting. I varnished it to give it a good sheen (thus the glare), and I'm pretty happy with it. Hopefully he's happy with it, the man that commissioned it.
The end. Congrats for making it through this much jibber jabber.
5 comments:
I LOVE your raw, honest blog. It makes me happy to know we live a similar life. First, your painting is AMAZING! It looks fantastic, good job. And your hockey picture rocks, I love you do that....can I please get an invite to Bekah's baptism, I know I can't come, but I would love to see it. You are awesome. I soooo feel your pain of questions, the first thing out of Ry's mouth is what are we doing today? Why, do we have to do something....so funny.
you are endlessly amazing. love the hockey gear. love your honesty. love the painting.
I think you are my soul's sister. Really. You are me, personified. Even though I'm already a person. I was just admiring photos of space and nebulas on the internet, TODAY, and I thought, I would like to collect some of those and hang them in my house. They're so beautiful. Also, I thought I was the only person left in the 21st century who still uses rollerblades, not to mention the only mom in her mid thirties who likes to play street hockey. And I wont even start in on the nagging kid thing. I'm gonna stop wasting my time blogging and just copy and paste your posts onto my blog. People will wonder how I suddenly got better looking :)
You know that little paragraph underneath Bekah's picture? Could have sworn that I wrote it myself...except that it wouldn't have been as clever or well put if I had. I just had an experience of "dumb mother" last week while visiting teaching. Because my three children were going psycho during the whole visit, and I didn't know what to do. Because most days I'm certain that I am royally screwing them up! Good thing Dusty came home to give them a chance at life. Ha. I assure you that you aren't the only one who feels this way, and even as you write it you are only making people admire you more.
Besides, you sew, you paint, and play roller hockey (and quite well on all accounts). You're basically a modern Jane-of-all-trades. Your kids are dang lucky to have you!
I love that you are such a dedicated blogger and love even more that you play hockey!!! Completely agree with Mary Anne that I think you are one of the most talented amazing people and your kids are so very blessed to have you! We all have our moments...Jeff doesn't get how I lose patience with Annabelle and I try telling him that he wouldn't understand because he doesn't stay home all day long telling her no! Motherhood is def hard sometimes. :)
Can't believe our little girls will be 1 soon! Thanks for sharing your honest thoughts.
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